Thursday, January 24, 2008

My Reminder is now gone forever.

Since Ky passing, I now felt that there was no one else to remind me of anything. She used to remind me of prayers time lah, wake me up for prayers lah, remind me of somebody's birthday lah, some weddings lah, so on and so forth. Now that she is no more around, I wonder who will remind me of things.

Maybe Mimi picks up some of her mother's trait. She do reminds me at times but not as much as her mother. But she did told me what her mommy wants me to do. Once she said "Ayah, mak selalu baca ratib lepas sembahyang. Ayah tak buat ke?"

At one time she said "Ayah, mak selalu baca Quran. Ayah taknak baca Quran ke?". So ayah nya terpaksa lah buat apa yang Mimi suruh hehehe..

But that's not the point. The point is Ky is not around anymore. Maybe out of responsibility, she would remind me of things she has to - responsible as a wife. But now I got no wife to remind me. So macamana? Please do ask me to get one ok. Not now anyway. Or maybe not in this 2 or 3 years.

But I guess I have to remind myself to do good deeds as what Ky had reminded in the past. Allahualam.

1 comment:

myheartbleeds said...

Salam.

I know what you mean.

Till this day, I still feel 'hampa' when checking out my handphone throughout the day. No more missed calls or sms from him asking me what I'm doing, where I am or what time I'm coming home.

It's a kind of freedom I so do not cherish.